i think i was a kid trying to prove that i wasn't a kid anymore . when i really needed to be comfortable with who i was then , and allow myself to grow instead of always trying to be someone else . and i think i really became that person . i'm not sensitive person . but i feel like i've started to learn how to be a little bit more sensitive . i think it's nice to be able to be softer with people . i'm a little bit tough , and i think that can be hard sometimes . i always have my war helmet on . but i'm pretty open about my feelings , and i'll cry big-time . and no one wants to see that . when i finally break down , people know it's serious . i really hate fixers . when people are like . tell me your problem ! this is how we're going to fix it . i would rather work through it , have someone talk me through it , let me calm down and give me time to think emotionally about it . then let's really fix the problem . and i think that's so important . that's what i have with my closest friends . it's nice to have friends who can i work through my problems with . and i always need friends . it's not hard for me to admit that i feel , but sometimes you have to have someone who feels the same way to really realise that's what you're feeling . sorry kalau ayat berputar belit . takdelah pandai sngt englis nyeee . HAHA